NOTE 2012

BETTINA TUMELO TABONA

TUMELO BETTINA TABONA

I can’t say I am proud of my life, but i can say I am proud that I have learned some few things of life. I’ve learned that i can’t rely on everyone around me because some are only acting like parasites. I can’t guarantee that I will be able to walk around with a smile all the years of my life, but i know where I have been, where I am going and what I want in life. I know who i am and my weaknesses. I know who are my real friends and those who are pretending to be my friends yet they are my enemies wanting to bite me with their poisonous tongues. I have been with many challenges and am still facing more of them but in Jesus’ name I know they will be no more prior the end of 2013. I have not been the best lover but I know God will change me and I don’t repeat the same mistakes. 

But for all those that I may have wronged this year, i kindly ask for your forgiveness please. It wasn’t intentional. All those that I may have helped in one way or the other, I wish I did more… but am sorry I failed. To all those I neglected to help, I ask for your understanding please and for all those who have helped me, I sincerely thank you so much and Not forgetting those who have showered me with their LOVE & CARE in the year 2012. I love you all but most especially that special person holding my delicate heart. Please thanks for being there for me all the time, understanding me, caring and loving me the way I am. Never get tired of forgiving me because am not perfect at all. I will also do my best to love you patiently and to always be there for you. 

I conclude by saying that, don’t lose hope, keep trying, have belief and pray more to God. He will rescue you from the hands of your hungry enemies. He will transform your life, He wipe away your tears and even turn your problems to be History. You will be the happiest person with time. Don’t give up because the best is not so far from you… Commit your heart and your problems in the hands of God; He will pay you back with endless happiness.
 May 2013 be a year of achieving what you have not achieved in 2012 

Wish You Were Here

Six long months since my dear dad passed away, l dedicate this to him. l cherish the past we shared but miss the future we will not have......

LEVION JIMMY TABONA (daddy)

Six months have passed
I’ll never forget the day
Someone rang to tell me
That you’d gone away

The hurt is the same
Like an open wound
There are days
I don’t utter a sound

Some days the pain is stronger 
It makes me sick and weak
I can’t stand this much longer
I just sit here and weep

I’ve shut my private door
And let no one in
Locking myself in a box
They try, but I won’t give in

You were like a rock
Strong, faithful and true
What worth has my life 
Now I don’t have you

I was your first born
Daddy’s little girl
I took my own path
But was still part of your world

I was not the best
Guilty of neglect
But you know daddy dearest
I had so much respect

I always loved you
My dad, my star
Now my pain is
To worship you from afar

I love you now
As I did back then
I just hope... one day
I will see you again

I am so proud of you 
Brave and strong to the end
Now when asked “how are you?”
There is no need to pretend

We all love and miss you so much, sleep well 
and take care of all who went before you

Forever in my heart 

xoxo

According 2 Bettina: The Pillar of HAPPINESS

According 2 Bettina: The Pillar of HAPPINESS: I have 3 beautiful sisters, Neo,Ludo  and Bettina love all of them so much, because with them i always feel special and free fr...

Happy 2012

It has been  almost two months already, and so far this year is great. I have few resolutions  this year, even though i don't really follow or keep track of my resolutions might as well call them GOALS, it my last year in Primary School this year, so I want al my 6 years of hard work in school to pay out.... I will be writing exams on October so from this month on I will be just doing revisions on what I have learnt since. I want to pass with flying colours, want to make myself proud and my family as well. Its do or die lot of competition at school everyone want to be on the top of his/her game by the end of this year.

 My sister Neo is also her last year in Secondary School, the final exams on November this exams determines your future, its either you pass to be able to continue to be in Senior School or you end up being a nobody, either you find a job or if you are lucky go to tertiary school. There is also lot of pressure on students, but Neo is always positive she believes in herself and studying a lot. Patricia's resolutions is to get a drivers and also loose weight no to be skinny but to be healthy both inside and out,good luck with that Pattie. Lets see your resolutions is to loose weight, you are going to the gym and eating the same way you were eating last year, how is that for somebody who is  loosing weight...hahahaha.

 As for the diva Bettina she is also trying to loose weight and continuing with her studies as well, but so far she is doing pretty much doing a good job in loosing weight she changed her diet and also spending more time reading,drinking lot of water and relaxing as part of getting healthy,"trading sugary drinks for water" she says. I have a feeling this going to be a good year for my family, time to move on "out with the old and in with the new", and with God being our guide i belive its going to a great year!!!