NOTE 2012

BETTINA TUMELO TABONA

TUMELO BETTINA TABONA

I can’t say I am proud of my life, but i can say I am proud that I have learned some few things of life. I’ve learned that i can’t rely on everyone around me because some are only acting like parasites. I can’t guarantee that I will be able to walk around with a smile all the years of my life, but i know where I have been, where I am going and what I want in life. I know who i am and my weaknesses. I know who are my real friends and those who are pretending to be my friends yet they are my enemies wanting to bite me with their poisonous tongues. I have been with many challenges and am still facing more of them but in Jesus’ name I know they will be no more prior the end of 2013. I have not been the best lover but I know God will change me and I don’t repeat the same mistakes. 

But for all those that I may have wronged this year, i kindly ask for your forgiveness please. It wasn’t intentional. All those that I may have helped in one way or the other, I wish I did more… but am sorry I failed. To all those I neglected to help, I ask for your understanding please and for all those who have helped me, I sincerely thank you so much and Not forgetting those who have showered me with their LOVE & CARE in the year 2012. I love you all but most especially that special person holding my delicate heart. Please thanks for being there for me all the time, understanding me, caring and loving me the way I am. Never get tired of forgiving me because am not perfect at all. I will also do my best to love you patiently and to always be there for you. 

I conclude by saying that, don’t lose hope, keep trying, have belief and pray more to God. He will rescue you from the hands of your hungry enemies. He will transform your life, He wipe away your tears and even turn your problems to be History. You will be the happiest person with time. Don’t give up because the best is not so far from you… Commit your heart and your problems in the hands of God; He will pay you back with endless happiness.
 May 2013 be a year of achieving what you have not achieved in 2012 

Wish You Were Here

Six long months since my dear dad passed away, l dedicate this to him. l cherish the past we shared but miss the future we will not have......

LEVION JIMMY TABONA (daddy)

Six months have passed
I’ll never forget the day
Someone rang to tell me
That you’d gone away

The hurt is the same
Like an open wound
There are days
I don’t utter a sound

Some days the pain is stronger 
It makes me sick and weak
I can’t stand this much longer
I just sit here and weep

I’ve shut my private door
And let no one in
Locking myself in a box
They try, but I won’t give in

You were like a rock
Strong, faithful and true
What worth has my life 
Now I don’t have you

I was your first born
Daddy’s little girl
I took my own path
But was still part of your world

I was not the best
Guilty of neglect
But you know daddy dearest
I had so much respect

I always loved you
My dad, my star
Now my pain is
To worship you from afar

I love you now
As I did back then
I just hope... one day
I will see you again

I am so proud of you 
Brave and strong to the end
Now when asked “how are you?”
There is no need to pretend

We all love and miss you so much, sleep well 
and take care of all who went before you

Forever in my heart 

xoxo